Life Update?

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Errrrghhh. Sorry I haven't been posting as many things as I have been needing to be. I haven't been in the bestest of moods at all. Dealing with Family issues and trying to cope with them. It isn't as easy as one would think. I mean, if you sit there and your parents do not agree with what you believe and try to change you ALL THE TIME. FIrst off, my family likes to shove my religion down my throat, which I know is very common for where I live. I don't want to change, so why bother? I am happy with my girlfriend. I will never be happier. I love her. She loves me. Her mother loves me. I call her my second mother. She is amazing. I think of her family as my family already. I am ready to end Highschool, although I am only a freshman (becoming a sophomore next year) because I want out of America... I really don't like the people here.. They are rude and absolutely creul... You think you have friends, but they are only pretending to get something good out of me. Most of my friendships are because I "watched" anime. I don't anymore. I hardly watch any TV show. I sit on my computer and learn German, Lithuanian, Swedish, Russian, Spanish, French, and Czech. I am not the normal American to say,"Oh! No learning on Saturdays and Sundays and Fridays!" No. I learn ALL THE TIME. Even when I am not even in school, I learn. Most of the people I know think I am weird. Or a Satanist. I am not a Satanist. My religion rhymes with it though. ATHEIST. People at school really don't like me. They claim to know me better than I know me. They have no idea what goes on in my household. Why I have been slacking off. Why I have been sad all the time. THEY HAVE NOT A CLUE WHAT GOES ON IN MY LIFE. I have a few "true friends"... One is a Sophomore... SHe understands me better than the rest. SHe is willing to take half of her lunch break to listen to what is going on with my life. She is willing to wait until I finish to comment. She helps me vent out what is going on.. She is the one that I will always count on... Her name is Victoria~ I have two Senior friends who do not yell at me,"GET OUT OF MY FREAKING WAY YOU LITTLE FRESHMAN!" They are nice.. They help me with stuff as well. Those are my only three friends... The rest have kind of.. grown apart... And then there is the most special one of them all... That knows me better than the rest.. Who can pretty much tell you  how my life is... as if it were a book she had read one million times.. She understands what I go through... Understands the troubles I am in the process of facing... I am glad to have my girlfriend in my life. I do not care if she is a girl. Nothing is going to keep me from marrying her later on in life... No man could ever be as nice and genuine as her.. She is my heart... My love. My passion.. The person I talk to FIRST every morning... I love her.. More than anything in the world. I could say I love you one million times... but it still would not be enough to satisfy me...

Anyways, thanks for reading my Life rant/update. I wanted to let you guys know what is going on in my life... And why I have been doing less and less artwork D= Anyways, thanks again ♥♥
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shane1334666's avatar
that was a large rant, but everything thing you said is right , always remember be yourself make your life the best it can be and don't ever yet anyone try to run your life for you, learn all you can and take the world by storm. remember you are the type of person that can change this world for the better :)